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[29 Oct 2006|10:11pm] |
If everyone came back alive, war would have no heroes.
Fuck you.
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[24 Oct 2006|11:51pm] |
There's only been one other time when I've felt like not being alive would be better than the alternative.
So, if anyone ever felt like killing me, do it now.
I hate this & everything.
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[23 Oct 2006|09:48pm] |
I'm here listening to sad songs & thinking of you.
You're listening to sad songs & thingking of him.
& all I want is for you to be happy because I don't deserve you & I finally realize it.
But I want to so bad.
Talk about heartbreak.
He has more money right now & he probably will for awhile. Maybe he'll always have more money...
But he'll never love you as much as I do. No one will. Not like this. Not like me. Not ever.
I just know now that it's not enough to make someone happy.
I'm so sorry.
Someone needs to kill me because I'm not man enough to do it.
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[22 Oct 2006|01:11pm] |
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I was such a douche bag. I'm so sorry.
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[22 Oct 2006|01:09pm] |
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These are the reasons I'll be with you through all seasons.
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[22 Oct 2006|12:53pm] |
I'm going through a bunch of old conversations I used to have on AIM.
I don't know why. It's making me so happy & sad at the same time.
Everything was perfect.
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[19 Oct 2006|05:05pm] |
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Ditto.
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| You ask me what I want this year... |
[17 Oct 2006|12:21am] |
You ask me what I want this year...
& I try to make this kind & clear...
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days.
'Cause I don't need boxes wrapped in strings & designer love & empty things...
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days.
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[13 Oct 2006|01:52pm] |
I guess I'll always stop and see you
and we'll run into each other's lives
Yeah, I guess. Although it tears me up inside.
Everytime it burns my eyes with tears.
But I know you're worth the pain.
I've so much more to gain by waiting for you.
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[09 Oct 2006|10:40pm] |
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I hope he dies.
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[13 Sep 2006|05:33pm] |
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Oh my god.
I have the best girlfriend ever.
What a surprise. You're unbelievable & just great.
Thank you so much, baby.
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| Life's been good. |
[31 May 2006|03:26pm] |
Me: Can I come over after my game?
Ellery: Oh yea. You have a game.
Me: Yea. =/ Why?
Ellery: Because I like you.
Things have been going really awesome lately. I went swimming for the first time this year at the wave pool with a group of people: <Ellery3, Joelle, John, Amanda, um some other people. It was tons of fun. & then I got sun burnt for the first time in like 10 years.
Then I drove Ellery & her senior friends to paint the rock.
This lead to my very first water fight of the year that lasted a good hour.
The last two days I've been at Ellery's just having a really good time. We're awesome & cute & the best ever & she likes to punch me in the nuts. >;O
I really love being in love.
Also, I renewed my domain.
I've been working on these for about a week now. Maybe a little longer.
http://forums.sinkcloud.net
Sign up, suckas!
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| Interview |
[14 May 2006|08:24pm] |
1.Do you wipe your butt sitting or standing?
... Standing. Whatever. :p
2.Blue pen or black pen...or pencil?
Black pen of course.
3.What's your favorite day of the year?
thesecondofeverymonth
4.Why are you afraid of rollercoasters?
Good question. I'm not really sure why. It's not the height really, just looking over & seeing nothing?.. I don't know. It's hard to explain... You're afraid of roller coasters!
5.What is your LEAST favorite thing in the world?
Fighting with you.
Instructions:
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal. Depends if you're lucky.
3. You WILL update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
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[08 May 2006|12:04am] |
Mongolian barbeques. Henna tattoos. I love yous.
:>
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[01 May 2006|11:48pm] |
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Red Wings are out. How crappy.
I've felt really crappy lately. I'm feeling incomplete.
Finals are this week. Then summer time.
Swimming, the wave pool, the zoo, & the Stanley Cu... Wait. Ha. That's not funny. :/
I've been playing a lot of hockey. That's always fun.
It's going to get really hot soon & then it won't be so, hey.
We have to win the next game & we get first place in regular season. That's sweet.
Tomorrow, probably a short day at school.
Then, maybe I'll be picking someone up from school? Forgot to ask on the phone.
Nothing else to do besides study. One final Wednesday. One final Thursday. Two on Friday.
Date on Wednesday with the girl of my dreams.
If you see her, let her know I'm looking for her. She looks like this:
;)
But really. I can't wait. Hopefully, we can do something before my game, too.
& I'm thinking that I want to go to prom with you this weekend. :) Maybe?
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[30 Apr 2006|10:47am] |
Hey, Ellery. I really miss you right now. Like crazy.
You know I absolutely love you, right? :p
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[31 Dec 2005|12:03pm] |
... I'll never forget 2005.
Here's me wishing myself luck in every year following this one.
I won't let you down.
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| I liked today. I like you. |
[19 Dec 2005|08:34pm] |
Today, I went to the job fair thing for Mesaba. Pretty intense stuff. I'm going to see if I get the job before I worry too much about it.
After that, I went to Ellery's & we had a nice talk & she wrapped presents looking as beautiful as ever.
She went to her dad's &
we kissed goodnight & I smiled.
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[15 Nov 2005|11:27am] |
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You're my best friend & I love you.
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